22 months ago our world turned upside down inside out basically stopped 22 months ago god stole my only son from me,My number one fan, my soul mate, my best friend, my entire world.Honestly time is not a healer, stronger yes but my world is still dark, I cry and fall to the floor, it's taken its toll on my body and mind, I'm dying from the inside out. I wake to gasping air, and then tears to realise that god took you away from me. Every day is a nightmare I only survived for your sister's and daddy. We come sit with you each day, we light a candle for you each day, we talk to you and about you each day, we even say night to you each day but that don't take away the pain that's permanently in my heart, and the loneliness I feel. I know you walk with me each day even signs you show your around but that don't ease the pain that remains in my heart. Jordan we had the truth but not the justice we remain to fight till I take my last breath, I don't do karma I do waiting one day will come and when it does I will be there watching. My beautiful blue eyed boy Mammy loves you to the moon and back and around the world you are my entire life
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In shadows deep, where silence weeps,
Time's cruel hands have ceased to trace,
Twenty-two months since, my heart it leaps,
No solace found in hollow space.
God took you, my brightest light,
My son's laughter lost to endless night.
Through tears and cries, I grasp the air,
Every dawn a new despair.
Your sisters laugh, your father stands,
But absence cleaves our once-linked hands.
We light for you a candle's glow,
Whisper love to the earth below.
A spectral presence I often feel,
Yet nothing mends the void, the real.
I seek no vengeance, only wait,
For truth and justice not too late.
O, azure eyes that lit my way,
Your spirit whispers words to stay.
Till stars no longer grace the skies,
You are my world, my heart, my sighs.
To the moon and back, my love soars,
Through endless time and distant shores.
Though pain remains, I stand and fight,
For you, my son, my morning light.