Jordan 34 years old, depressed, self hatred, self harm, want to cry but can't, my feelings and words don't matter, don't want to exist,
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In the silence of forty winters too soon,
Jordan stands at the edge of a weary noon.
Thirty-four shadows cast long on his soul,
In a dance with the darkness he cannot control.
His mirror whispers truths harsh and unkind,
Reflections of self-hate he struggles to bind.
With scars like constellations on his skin,
A universe of hurt concealed within.
His heart, a well where tears refuse to flow,
Words trapped in echoes he can never show.
With a hollow voice, he silently pleads,
Lost in a crowd where no heart intercedes.
A wish to vanish in the night's gentle grace,
Yet in the world, he's a ghost with no place.
In a play where his role is but a fleeting sigh,
Longing for release beneath an indifferent sky.